Stopping my Heart

Stopping my Heart long poem

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And it’s far to say that I’m okay
Yet it’s bad to say I am not okay
In the end I am floating in the middle again
The smile gets my blood rushing through my vein
And the pain reaches my heart
I can’t feel, I can’t move
But there is a song that changes it all
In my heart I can feel again
With my eyes I can see again
And it’s when
It’s when my heart stops beating
Then and only then
I am
I am free
I am free
When the heart stops beating for me
And it stops for a moment and my world stops
When my hearts stops beating
When it stops beating
I remember
I remember well the faces that tell
The mouths that see
And the eyes that touch
The pain I have is nothing compared to the pain they have
So my heart starts beating again
And it beats in a strange beat
The beat of love
That’s when I know I am not
I am not ready to go away
And I feel something that I felt every time it stopped
Its my time to roar
And when it starts to go fast
When my eyes open wide
I see that somebody cares
I feel no more pain
And the only thing I gain
Is the power that I need to keep living
To keep moving I don’t stop
I will never stop breathing
Until the day
Until that day
My heart will stop and start beating every single day
And until that day I will turn my life into a happy end.

This poem is part of the Poetry Book Rain and Wind

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Srdjan Solkotovic

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Srdjan Solkotovic(Srđan Šolkotović) is a young aspiring author born on the 6th of January, 1993. Currently owner of The Writing Hut and literature student, a writer born in Serbia, raised by multinational parents (Serbian/Wallachian father and Romanian mother).The first time I was interested in writing was around the age of 12. It seemed fun to create worlds that people enjoyed to read about. Writers are amazing, creating with only pen and paper. Like playing god.Most of my works are of a poetic nature but I have written and published some erotica. Now I have a few projects that I will work on and I hope that you will enjoy reading them when they are finished.
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