Oh how I miss you my old friend,
the lonely nights we would spend.
Painting my arm red
staining the bed.
Your cold touch
Oh I loved it so much.
Now you are gone,
It’s been so long.
Tears flowing down my face,
heart beating at a rapid pace.
Now I can’t even reach for you.
I don’t know what to do.
I can’t run, no-one hears my screams
frozen it seems.
My heart longs for you,
what we had was true.
Now I can only sit in this abyss.
Thinking about everything I miss.
Just having the memories of our time,
when you were mine.
The blade that made my pain fade.
How all my sins was paid.
Now they fill me,
there’s nothing else I can be.