My love I’m in a dreadful dream Drifting in an empty lie. Quickly loosing time As the seasons fly by
I continue to tell my self that there is nothing wrong. As if the world never rained. I dream the same dream. A perfect world where we are both meant to be.
Baby your like a giant cloud, You come and go, Block my sunlight and you share your rain with others.
You block my light allowing me to see what you want me see. Letting me know what you want me to know.
I give you all my water so that you can grow Yet you give me salted water.
My love I’m exhausted agonising and fighting a war that never ends. Not to mention all the pieces I’ve lost in my previous wars. Still healing from a deep wound. A wound that my heart has taken all alone.
My love I’m in a dreadful dream. Iiving a lie for a life. Being the only one who can’t lie a life. Or live a lie without knowing it’s a lie. Because I know. Oh i know.
Maybe….. just maybe. It is worth swimming oceans for people who wouldn’t cross a bridge for you…. maybe
It was your integrity at the time of ubiquitous pain of separation, you want to move the home away from home coming to terms with the trauma your shadow was not following you playing dead nuzzling the earth, racing to
alone in my bed I lay still not able to pray I close my eyes to a world unknown cobwebs etched in the very fabric of my existence alone helpless with demonic bites viscous fangs with long stemmed dripping blood
A dream… Always like a stained past An unknown future A brimming river which dominates And takes you wherever it wants Doubtful, Undecided and Dark Sometimes sweet.. sometimes bitter Sometimes cute.. sometimes harsh Incredible yet uncontrollable Fantastic yet unpredictable A
Ignorant of limit, free of bond Virtuous foolishness, night-less dream All pervading, all purifying You are the pounding of the heart And the gushing of the blood You are the pain of separation And the exhilaration of tryst The sighs,