A Sanctuary For Lost Love

It has been one year since you died my precious Jasmine
Ever since losing you i haven’t been the same
The sky high ambition i once had has been doused in cold water
The wings i use to spread so proudly in the sky has been clipped
The fire that use to burn in my eyes has become devoid of life
The happiness i once had has been forgotten
The smile you once use to love has lost it’s warmth
The voice you once loved has lost it’s life

This is our last farewell
I know no matter what i do i’ll never get to see you one last time
Forever in life i will regret not being able to hold you once more before you died
Why did you have to leave town that day?
If you didn’t i still would be able to have you in my embrace

I’m sorry my love
I know you’ve seen the pain I’ve been in this past year
You’ve seen the underground fights I’ve been in
You’ve seen my once pure body become scarred from head to toe
You’ve seen the life in my eyes dim until it’s non existent
You’ve heard my yells of indignation
You’ve seen me punch the ground until i lost feeling in my hands
You’ve seen it all i apologize for the pathetic scenes you’ve seen this past year
When you died my life died
When you died my future died what else could i have done?

This is our last farewell
A sanctuary for the love we once had
A sanctuary for our lost love
A life fallen apart for the broken man I’ve become
The blood tears I’ve cried
The pain of staring at the knife as the knife stares back at me
Your laughter replays in my mind as if to torture me
The scene replays in my dreams when you said “Yes” to being my future wife
The dream wakes me up in tears and with a broken heart

A sanctuary of our lost love
I no longer hear your voice when i yell into the night sky
I no longer see your image in the morning dawn
I no longer feel the warmth it use to wrap me in
The only thing keeping me alive is my little sister
Maybe she’s the replacement for my lost love
She’s the only thing that’s keeping me alive
Her beautiful eyes just like Jasmines
Her smile as bright as Jasmines
All i want is to die and reunite with Jasmine but i no longer have the heart to

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18 years old been through a lot of tough times in life. Lost my innocence since young, Lost my future wife, Lost my bright future. Merely writing everything as a way to vent and be a voice for those who haven't found their voice yet. I didn't have a guiding voice when i went through my dark times and don't want someone else to be in the same situation. -LTHTS
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