Fiendish and gruesome phantasmagoric denizens Dwell deep inside subterranean vault perform an evil dance Haunt psychic landscape with imaginary (yet realistic) Gargoyle visitations that cast a macabre trance Nocturnal unconscious invaders cavort and gallivant Disturb quiescent sleep with devilish and sinister prance.
Apparitions crept stealthily into peaceful slumber receptacle Repository whence illusory landscape of dreams Take place to rejuvenate exhausted body, mind and spirit triage Rent asunder blissful sleep with a startled fright Cold sweat drenched nighttime garments and bedding Teeth chattered uncontrollably Heart pounded loudly inside chest Nightmarish phantoms wrought an awful ghoulish sight.
Mushroom cloud anniversary triggered frenzied gargantuan hallucination Fifty-eight years ago today inauguration into atomic age took place One country after another sought to acquire demonic and destruction devices Maintain self-preservation in this surreal atomic weapons race Impossible to escape the dark threat that looms and threatens life on Earth One launched missile spells extermination across entire global space.
No escape from humankind military machines Munitions march mean madness and guaranteed demise to all life Homo Sapiens violent history of bias, intolerance and/or prejudice Characterizes vicious warfare and chronic species strife Legacy for future (and perhaps alien) archeologists Who will sift thru civilization debris with delicate knife.
Artifacts buried in a heap of pulverized and radioactive ash Civilization monuments and hedonistic symbols gone in a blinding brilliant flash Irksome flotsam and jetsam spewed into outer space Alien nations light years distant collect miniscule bits and pieces Offer object lesson as extinction for beings become excessively brash.
çhåråc†e® ske†çh øƒ må††hew sçø†† hå®®is! ™Born in Cincinnati that buckeye state January 13th 1959 – 57+ years to date A tangle of arms & legs testing lungs, which sounded great He kind of resembled a misshapen octopus with oval pate Glowering inxs of deep purple from blue mood being irate Thrust out the womb of Harriet Harris whom Boyce did date After courting this youngest Kuritsky kin whose ill-fate Whisked by grim reaper, which demise she did hate For her being imbued with vim and vinegar til illness ate Away her je nais sais quois personable maternal trait Evident during my boyhood reflected by her son of late As he too inches closer to his mortality and Hades gate Aware that each day ought to be cherished as the rate Of time courses down zip line where grim reaper does wait Attired in brand name hoodie swinging scythe across oblate Spheroid i.e. terrestrial firmament – though years some great Yet to be lived – trying to re cap cha childhood bliss b4 freight Train on a collision course toward self-destruction ala tete a tete With Anorexia Nervosa as thy then coveted deadly mate A brutal hellish spiral down in2 abysmal depths of despair did create Indelible psychological affects undermined existence I now equate writ horrendous emotional, physical n social gouge within pate Pledged troth ('bout 2+ decades ago), which spouse oft times berate For lack of expressed concern and attests schizoid psychic slate irrevocably seared and stunted natural development where I rate prepubescent, early adulthood mental illness did grate Against once boisterously playful innocent boy crushed potentate Only male heir from me deceased mother who tried to extirpate Mailer daemons who forged suicide pact and via voice did dictate Albeit without success, yet decry forsaken innate Experiences with female relationships off viz poisoned bait!
Sometimes we are blind, The truth is visible, But we can’t see, We struggle to fight our mentality, Your eyes can see, But your mind is inflexible, Even though, The past is gone, In our mind, it remains fresh, Chaining
No more bad thoughts its gota stop Be positive and grateful for all I’ve got No more mental breakdowns keep it together I cant be mentally unstable for ever Its the start of a new beginning today I must block
Sick of paranoia tired of absurd thoughts Constant grind hearing things assumptions being distraught If it’s not derogatory voices talking constantly about me Random thought will make me act quite obsessively Can’t shake the feeling I’m being watched all the