I sometimes feel that there aren’t enough words to describe what I feel for you as if I need to create meanings for new words so I am able to do justice to what I say to you how I wish I am able to explain this in one word but how could I fit emotions like; soul consuming, earth shattering and even heart breaking into one word.
Writing a book would too be pointless for it would always be outdated because every time you’re in my space I discover something new that I love about you
Whether it be a colour you wore, and how it brought out your eyes the way they would gently flutter during early morning conversations how you would to gulps of coffee before dragging on your cigarette, when you curl up next to me just as dawn breaks not wanting to leave the warmth of the bed to face the cold, harsh world.
I have realised I can’t not be in love with you but I too can simply not think of anything more gut wrenching
as it can only be destructive to my heart and you will be forever be oblivious to how I feel.
The tride says you reside here with my snow All of your brighest hair, been tarnished with rust You hardly knew I can discem your daisies grow Where your heart alone has fallen to my dust When the moon rages,
In those corners of your eyes my darkness prevades I wish all the doors gets locked from inside Why does our western gleam fades in twilight shades And still you’re searching for me in pale moonlight The night never brings
My Pearl of Inestimable Value Out from its obscurity in this Silence Dawn, emerged an invisible Cruelty, gabbed in terminal robe; Stealthily descended upon this blissful abode: the habitation of ‘My Pearl of Inestimable Value’ With its fangs snarling in
I am terribly shocked and remorseful My sister, can’t help than weeping at your ill-fate Transcending self to a passive onlooker Or to the role of an unmindful passenger With torn heart, tied hands, and bleeding eyes All finding acutely
My heart loves you Was it not some time ago, My heart was like a rock? An impenetrable fortress, With steep cliffs at its side, A distance land, Far away, From where no ordinary soul, Would dare to reside? I