Will go away if you want me to.. I am one of those omens, one of those spells that someone has cast on thee to make you feel again, for better or worse how can I say, that is for you to decide but the curse is reversible, just wish me to go away and do it earnestly and I would have vanished long before you open your eyes
Though I want you to see the other world I promised but I have not been there myself, want to make the journey though but I am jinxed, cause I am a thought, need someone to understand it and take me to new horizon, but if that horizon is not yours so be it the thought will vanish, the thought will be forgotten never to rise again, will go away if you want me to..
I was but languishing in the dark corners of my hell with nothing but morbid gloom, covering the whole of me, one moment and I was zapped out of my silent recluse and told, to be to you what slingshot was to david hope, medium, tool in your search for yourself, but who knows what you will find, who knows if it woulld be good who knows even if it is worth it who cares, but maybe you, I am but intangible in your life that is, so wish me to go away and go away I will..
I leave this world as ignorant as when I came into it, my hands empty, my heart full. I have no answers, only questions, no certainties, only doubts. The fear of death has been my most loyal companion, the cry of
A misbelief breaks into rags. Still I dream of some gods on black pages piecing together the words of light. The rains come in the cage of tears, voicelessly. Striated muscles of splintered faith go to cramps birthing the avatar
Thanksgiving never will I forget Hopping in the car for a very long ride to grandma’s house With heavy frost on the grass, glistening in the sun Singing songs and counting grain bins to pass the time Now the frost