The last drop of hope was snatched from my heart,
I don’t know how to accept that we are offically apart.
The words I read, cut through me so cold,
I dreaded to know the truth I knew would be told.
My images that once filled my mind are no longer just thoughts,
‘cuz what happened was real,your lies I never bought.
My black hole now deepened with each lie that comes true,
she was always so close, that much I just knew.
My sweetness turned sour, my bitterness so strong,
‘cuz with all of our bad times, I still thought I would belong.
This nightmare that haunts me and taunts me, my pain,
I know in my life I’ll never love this way again.
You never told me straight if she was just a friend,
but if love has grown there, don’t tell me, for I’ll never quite mend.
My heart is now frozen, no one can come close,
for my heart is now broken, other people’s love is no dose.
The strongest of arms can’t keep me from harm,
the sweetest of man can’t make me feel calm.
For I am alone and my soul is now steel,
I don’t even know where to begin this long lonesome heal.
Your love words mean nothing, from the actions you chose,
I can now see so clearly past the end of my nose.
It’s ironic that I write this, with your choices so raw,
my pain is how your’s was, but I’ve learnt from before.
I don’t know why I sent this, and if you love me no more,
these words will mean nothing, like an ex you had before.
I pray to the star you gave, that you don’t want to replace,
and when you see your strong future, you still see my face.