In younger years & on my own accord…I wasted so much time on you love, searching for validity of your created nature… seeking the same emotional high, others who’ve experienced you,
say, is in the vapors emitting from your exotic being.
Like an addict I’d walk helplessly in circles through the speak easy’s of hell’s establishment excessively tasting & drinking only an imitation of what I believed to be the true you, love. Only to arise in the morning sickly & irritated finding myself laying & staring in the face of a physical being I’d reference as another failed attempt in finding you love.
I’d return to the streets, scratching and clawing through difficult obstacles preventing me from reaching your emotional high LOVE…, battered and bruised due to afflicted hearts, personal agendas and BOLD insulting statements from those who just didn’t have a care in the world love.
But after entering the rehab center of self reflection, maturity & understanding…I realized, my focus on GOD & remaining patient, would allow the emotional high I’ve been seeking known as LOVE to be added unto me.
For by grace & favor I’ve received you LOVE 30, 60 & 100 fold.